Hey pverma,
I'm sorry to hear about the all the stress you're feeling about the LSAT and applying to law school.
The process can definitely take a lot out of you--don't feel like you're the only one feeling the pressure. I know it's small consolation, but it can sometimes help to know you're not the only one struggling with the test and the application process.
Regarding your situation: It sounds like you're just burned out right now. When I hear the words "I have given up hope," the first thing that comes to mind is that you need to take a break from this particular aspect of your life, to just clear your head and be able to think unencumbered, without the pressures of this particular task.
If I were you, this is what I would probably do: Take a full break from the LSAT and thinking about law school. Don't apply this year. Focus on schoolwork--you obviously enjoy it and are good at it, so focus on keeping up that great GPA and enjoying your last bit of college. Focus on graduation. The LSAT
should not ruin your senior year. This should be an exciting time, not a stressful one. Law school will still be there a year from now; if the pressures of applying right this second are making your life miserable, there is really no need to keep it up right now. Ending college on a high note, with a GPA that will take you far, should be your focus.
Once you've taken a break from the LSAT and law school, I would look at studying again for the test, perhaps with the thought of taking it again next June or October and applying next fall for entry in 2014. It sounds to me like the way you're studying just isn't the one that's right for you. It might be that you will be a better self-studier (using our LSAT
Bibles, for example), or that you would benefit more from an in-person class, or private tutoring. Our Live Online LSAT course is great, but it's only great if online learning is the right choice for you. It might not be in this case. You have to find out how you learn best, and then apply that to the LSAT. Your scores tell me that you're struggling with the basics of the test, and probably quite a bit of test anxiety--finding the right way to study will go a
long way to fixing that situation. But I don't think that taking up the LSAT books again right now and taking the LSAT in December--or even February--is the solution. The stress and pressure you are currently feeling will still be there, and you will dread the whole process, which will in turn affect your performance. It's just not the right move right now.
Take some time away from the LSAT. Take some time away from applying to law school. Focus on schoolwork, graduate with a bang.
Then take up the LSAT banner again with a fresh outlook and a little less pressure on your shoulders. Law school will still, as I said before, be there in a year.
I hope that helps even a small amount. Good luck with the rest of your semester, and let us know if you have any further questions!