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- Thu Jan 06, 2022 5:26 pm
#93122
Hey PS, I was hoping I could get some advice
So I have a fear of taking full length prep tests and I think this fear comes the fact that I started off with a really low score in the 120s on my diagnostic, imposter syndrome telling me that "you are going to revert back to that score" and because I'm a perfectionist. On my most recent PT though, I got a 162 but even then, I'm very much afraid of seeing my next score drop.
Also while I do well on individual sections timed (in fact I got -2 on an LR section yesterday) and I feel that I have at least some what of a strong grasp on this tests' content given that usually my first guess on an A/C is correct, I'm still afraid to take full length PTs.
I understand that taking PTs is essential and seeing some score drops from your previous high score is completely normal. But nevertheless, I'm still terrified.
I also want to apologize to those who read this post and find my issues trivial in comparison to people who have more serious concerns than me. Its just that this test is very much a psychological battle and there is a massive psychological road block in front me that is preventing me from doing the best I can on this test.
Thank you for reading this
So I have a fear of taking full length prep tests and I think this fear comes the fact that I started off with a really low score in the 120s on my diagnostic, imposter syndrome telling me that "you are going to revert back to that score" and because I'm a perfectionist. On my most recent PT though, I got a 162 but even then, I'm very much afraid of seeing my next score drop.
Also while I do well on individual sections timed (in fact I got -2 on an LR section yesterday) and I feel that I have at least some what of a strong grasp on this tests' content given that usually my first guess on an A/C is correct, I'm still afraid to take full length PTs.
I understand that taking PTs is essential and seeing some score drops from your previous high score is completely normal. But nevertheless, I'm still terrified.
I also want to apologize to those who read this post and find my issues trivial in comparison to people who have more serious concerns than me. Its just that this test is very much a psychological battle and there is a massive psychological road block in front me that is preventing me from doing the best I can on this test.
Thank you for reading this